Three hundred and sixty five days. That's it. So much has happened in that handful of days that I cannot recognize the young woman in the picture from last year's December 31st. I have grown to love a man that surpasses my expectations. A man that is perfect, loving, caring, and never ignores me. He listens, he answers, and he happens to be of supreme royalty. Yep, quite a catch. But don't worry girls, I want to share Him with everyone! This past year, my relationship with God has been planted. Others may disagree and say, "you have grown sooo much." But I know this is just the tip of the iceberg. I have yet to grow, know, and be more like the woman He wants me to be.
Did I score the job of my dreams? No. Am I engaged? No. Do I have my own little place in midtown and driving a cute off-white mini cooper? No. Am I happy? Duh! These are some of the little plans that I had for 2009. But God was laughing pretty hard when I said, "Ok Lili, this is what's gonna happen..." No. God had other plans: I slammed in to a wall and got a huge wake up call. I realized that it's not what WE want, it's what HE wants and that is all there is to it. No arguing about it. He is in control... But only if you let Him.
You see, if I would have chosen to live my life making choices according to what I want, disregarding His will, I would probably be in a bad position. God took me out of a relationship so I could see that there is no way I could be happy with someone unless I am happy with Him and love Him first above all else. I was alone, heartbroken and hopeless. Then, God opened the door. But the best part is, He didn't pull me in, he invited me and I CHOSE to follow Him. My life went through a very tough filter and it is still being filtered because I am no where near perfect. So, thank you. To all those who God placed in my life this year and in some shape or form helped me be who I am today in God's eyes.
Thank you all so much. From everyone at Second Baptist Church who have given me the opportunity to serve my God in almost every ministry, I love you all so much. My many friends that I have made over the course of this year, I am so proud to call you my pals. To my amazing brother who enlisted in the Navy and is now grown to be such an incredible man serving this wonderful country that we call home. My friend Amanda Winter, who I had the pleasure of knowing, serving and laughing with at beach retreat, I miss her and love her so much. My students, who I have grown to love and care for each and every one so very much. My Collision girls, who I absolutely adore and look forward to seeing every week! My feet, for putting up with dancing for over 15 years and now moved on to running long distances! The Houston Dynamo, I have never enjoyed a season soooo much. You guys are awesome! Forever Orange! And last but not least, my parents, who don't mind having their 24 year old daughter at home while she gets settled. Estoy muy agradecida por todo lo que han hecho y continúan a hacer por mi. No se donde estaría sin ustedes. Los amo!
Happy New Year!! Celebrate responsibly! God bless!
